Yeah~~End of Sep, Welcome to OCT & Waiting for NOV

Yeah Yeah....end of Sep and welcome for the Oct and going to another month, my favorite month November......1115.

Let's talk about the whole month during Sep,
It was tired after my last business trip, one word to describe ~~busy, i have get a serious insomnia during these 2 weeks, that is not about the work stress, Did i think too much for something, my brain lost control and work to another way round, conclusion is all the silly thought and dream hahah....surfing net, reading book and trying to finish my movie....MAKE IT HAPPEN, this movie is only 2hours ++ but i watched it with few days...argggr..........everyday sleep after 1-2am...

but once i leave sg and enjoy my weekend in m'sia....i am totally lose become the silly gal....relax and relax and sleep before 11pm and enjoy nice dreaming till morning until my puppy give me a long kiss...it's time to wake up le..MOMO said....so relaxing...but once i back to square, i seriously lose again become a OL and work again

1st of Oct, SFIC dinner, dress code: dress to kill...
haha who will be the winner for this big event, got to open my eyes and let just see among the handsome and pretty, i have rejected this event since 2yrs ago, the reason why i rejected is, i am not suitable to take part of those parties and events, i am not a social experts, hang around with those ppl i dun know and giving my smile for them the whole night and it always make me uncomfortable.

This is my last year work in furn line and my boss insist, you have to attend then i have accepted his offer since this is my last chance to participate the event and maybe i still can meet the one who i met 6 months ago in Changi T1 and Guangzhou airport, thru and fro and during we met once in the exhibition hall...who knows haha... but all the particapant sure are from the same line, this is a big event organise by SFIC....try to enjoy the single moment with my dearest colleage, IM, designer and my team.....thought tomorrow will be a wonderful day....
Mid of OCT.....wow....bali trip with my friends.....

NOV, 1115 planning to see my favourite sunflowers..........it's a brand new for me after this sunflower trip.....i cant wait to see the sunflowers, take photos with them...love love love, shower my love to you....
向日葵的花语 投缘
光辉、高傲、忠诚、爱慕
向日葵的花语是勇敢的去追求自己想要的幸福
向日葵花语：爱慕、光辉、忠诚 ,也有假高利贷的意思
向日葵的花语是——沉默的爱。向日葵又叫望日莲

投缘不用多说话就很有默契的那种叫做“投缘”无所不谈，从南到北都永远有说不完的话题
也能一起去追寻共同的理想......不管在世界的那个角落
We all are human being, always brave to pursue our dreams, find our love and grip our own happiness....
Give myself a bundle of sunflowers, i will shower my love my patient to them, my sunflower will always give me a smile and make my day wonderful....yoyo

DEJA VU

Have U heard of the term déjà vu (French for "already seen", also called paramnesia) describes the experience of feeling that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously. The experience of déjà vu is usually accompanied by a compelling sense of familiarity, and also a sense of "eerieness," "strangeness," or "weirdness." The "previous" experience is most frequently attributed to a dream, although in some cases there is a firm sense that the experience "genuinely happened" in the past.
That sort of feeling familiarity of the person you might not even meet before. How weird is the feeling of the closeness and warmness from the person but he or she was just a strangers.

Have you ever got this kind of feeling

I have come acrossed of this scenario in some places, this is very strange feeling when the circumstances and the people are very familiar but you cant explain the reason
Once a while, i had have a same dream for few times, i only can describe how tall is he and his hair style but i really cannot see his face and re-think again where we meet ...is this called the previous lives........

Well, I still believe that's called previous life, this life and the next life.
Who will come across to your present life, there are all by the doomed fate...
there is all record into the book so what we can do is just follow our heart. what, who and when is your next, and definetely he/she will be yours.

怎样

一个人久了就会越来越会发白日梦,原本都已经够蠢够阿呆...经常发言无聊的事给身边的朋友家人听，但似乎情况越来越呆，还经常被人说你真会幻想真够呆，老天不是会帮忙阿呆的吗？
只是不想停下来在原位，只想有天跟随你到处流浪去
10月去bali
11月在去thailand,看sunflower 在庆祝im turning to new stage
12月,say bye bye to Star 在到NZ 去meet我的Sun
12-6月吗还是到8月，9月才回家
9月要去korea,meet miok,在去laos& Nyammar在去India backpack,好像自己种了100万,可能吗？
还有自己到eastern europe 或是等他带我去....europe应该是奢华两人行比较好不是吗?
2011年6月或是8月以后的事，都是在幻想会是怎样...怎样..忽然让我想起penny 所唱的怎样
我们能怎样....

By penny
我這裡天快要黑了　那裡呢
我這裡天氣涼涼的　那裡呢
我這裡一切都變了　我變的懂事了
我又開始寫日記了　而那你呢

我這裡天快要亮了　那裡呢
我這裡天氣很炎熱　那裡呢
我這裡一切都變了　我變的不哭了
我把照片也收起了　而那你呢

如果我們現在還在一起會是怎樣
我們是不是還是深愛著對方
像開始時那樣　握著手就算天快亮

我們現在還在一起會是怎樣
我們是不是還是隱瞞著對方
像結束時那樣　明知道你沒有錯
還硬要我原諒

我不會原諒　我怎麼原諒

Penny 的MTV 在youtube被emi撤除，那么就听品冠的版本....我们能怎样，似乎很远却很近的感觉

922 Happy Mooncake day

9月22号，星期三，到处都下雨
还以为看不到月亮婆婆，晚上12点抬头一看就是圆圆的月亮.
不是weekend 所以不能回家庆祝感觉有点难过.
这是我第1次在sg 在中秋节到外走走,结果和妹约好到clarke quay看看，拍照结果都不觉得怎样还是回家拍照好了
人太多,非常不习惯也不enjoy....还是在家庆祝最棒,,可以bbq, 点蜡烛，挂灯笼，根据传统帮妈妈拜月亮，有柚子，有月饼，更少不了糖果，少不了水果少不了我钟爱的葡萄...
在屋外眼睛可以直射月亮,数星星, 有机会在和流星擦肩而过,当下许下愿望, 让流星带我一起环游整个天空
小时候，妈妈告诉我们不能手指指月亮婆婆，不然耳朵会烂...如今想起来很可笑...

过惯了Kampung gal 的日子，中秋节都有bbq 在和邻居一起提灯笼，太美好了
虽然在也不是小孩了，但是心中的我还是和以前一样，长大了也能和小孩一样的快乐，所以我始终不能接受一些大人的行为举止，选择什么都不知道，做个快乐的不管部长.....这不算逃避只是选择不想进入恶魔的世界而已

明天就是星期五，星期六又能回家和家人补庆祝中秋节．．．BBQ, 有chicken wing, Taiwan sausage, hans,bbq fish and prawn...fried bihun 想起来就很棒，也已经相约好凌晨到海边的mama 挡喝teh tarik 捕抓和流星擦肩而过的机会，看看月亮是否还是和15一样的那么圆...

有个快乐的家生活会更棒，更能enjoy 每分每秒

越是接近倒数就越沮丧

近来偶尔还是会笑笑，脸带笑容，但是明明就知道不是很开心的笑
快乐和开心不只是要有笑容而是笑的时候是发自内心的笑，真正的快乐
我就是不喜欢自欺欺人，但又要掩饰自己的不愉快的心情更不想影响他人的情绪, 该怎么办！！
有时候虽说船到桥头自然直，但还是要有勇气...

有时候的付出觉得是值得的就很开心，也不会更不会想要任何的回报..那天听了一系感人的话语真的很感动
关心和真心的对待和问候，才是最贴切的，还是觉得真心对待的人才是值得的...
或许自己太冷漠经常视若无睹，也不想多说，累了静静就好
我要尽快收拾低落的心情找回自己快乐的SL.....加油!!

台风就让我想起2009年的台湾花莲

今天,9月19号，又是台湾台风天
去年的8月7号，我已经做好准备在KL搭乘air asia, 我提前2天抵达bao的hostel，想在KL呆一天后就飞台湾，谁知道当天台风MAROKOT 登入了台湾,结果flight delay, 当晚我的朋友就通知我必须查清楚flight 是否有delay, 凌晨2点果然收到air-asia 的sms 和email, 必须等通知因为台风的关系. 好在我只预定了1天在台北的hostel via hostelworld, 只是给了10%deposit 损失不大，因为接下来的行程都是Susan 介绍他的台湾朋友接待我....在KL 呆了2天.

这次我到台湾主要是想一个人放空，自己到处走走，最后2个星期出发前通知了我col,Susan 就立刻通知她在台湾的朋友接待我，台湾人都很热情，虽然我们都没有相识过但是他们一知道我的到来都很欢迎我，8月8号我抵达台湾，这天迎接我的是悦淑，当天火车站很多人，因为台风的关系结果造成了火车站非常拥挤的问题，我自己搭了火车到瑞芳，她来接我并把我带到了他父亲的家，8月8号台湾88父亲节，我和他们的家人，好多一起度过了这节日，他们都觉得我好勇敢一个人到台湾，真没有想到我不是很喜欢社交的人都能融入一起，台湾人真的很热情.....
第2-3天我又在搭火车到花莲了，沿途风景真的很美，沿着海岸线3个小时的时间到花莲，由于Marokot的影响，下2天的雨, Mickey 特意请了2天假期来陪我，之前原本约好要看“金针花”要泛舟，结果花都被风吹走了，rafting更不用说，危险....她还很烦恼不知道要怎么带我到花莲逛逛.....

不知道是心想事成还是明明就已经注定好我会到花莲, 这地方我计划想要去但是VL告诉我，它不像台北那么容易走，没有车子很不方便，感觉上很遗憾，但告诉了SUSAN 之后，他说她的大学朋友已经回花莲当护士，最后通过他的牵针引线实现了我的花莲行......
Mickey 的家就在“七星谭”打开大门就能看见大海了.....我在mickey 的家她每天早上都把我叫醒去看日出，这里太美了前面是大海，左边是闻名的国家公园“太儒阁“当时我就在环山靠海的地方享受我的放空之旅.

下着细雨，但没有将我和Mickey打倒，我们借了2辆脚车穿上雨衣那着雨伞在太儒阁骑脚车...由于危险怕落石，我们只能在外边看看，也没有机会进到最里面，感觉有点遗憾但是能到此看看，我真的很感谢mickey的安排
接下来的一天，我们还到了慈济的总部看看，闻名遐迩的圣地，若没有当地人带我走走我看我应该不能感受到壮观的寺院.....我们还去了一些地方看看走走

最后2天我在回到瑞方，自己一个人到金瓜石和九份走走，最后第2天也到台北，士林和淡水，这次的台湾都没有什么机会在台北看看也没有到101，最后要去机场时,悦淑刚好要到台北听讲座还带了我到中正纪念馆看看和出名的珍珠奶茶，离开台北的前各晚上我还去了基隆夜市，它就像马来西亚的pasar malam....和花莲/士林的很不一样......

只有有时间，明年的8或9月我一定要在看金针花，不能在错过了....最好不要又是台风天等。
台湾人都很不错，但朋友就提到台北人就比较冷漠....可能城市人都一样，感觉自己在城市呆久了，人也变得冷漠，也越来越阿“呆”了。。。。





We were too bo liao~~haha


Mickey was chit-chatting with her neighbour


累了就休息，我在七星谭骑脚车，当我回来后看见报章杂志介绍这迷人的地方时我就想起了Mickey和他的妈妈

日出，七星谭的日出....

由于台风都是从花莲开始，所以这里的屋子构造一定要很牢固....Mickey家的石屋



花莲慈济& 太儒阁

诚实对待自己，是给自己最大的幸福

诚实对待自己，是给自己最大的幸福
今天我和我的Junior 说，那个女人不爱八卦，嘴巴不爱讲废话，即使自己在怎么清高，只要你是人类，就会有烦恼.....但诚实的善待你自己，家人，所爱的人，好朋友，那么就是最幸福的一件事.
有时候我会告诉她，我的个性本来就是这样，电话小声说，明明和您通话的那个人会问我要找SL, 电话传来的一声，我就是...对方停顿了, 我要找SL啦！当声音提高时，对方就说，这样才像你呀！我还以为是谁接电话勒！...想温柔一点都没人给您机会！！哈哈.....这就是原来的我，不懂得温柔，脾气超大，尤其是工作超忙认真的时候，就闪我远远的...但谅解我的人就是我要好的朋友，因为本来的我就很直，不会转弯抹角...就连说谎都怕被拆穿！很差的...我真的舍不得我那一大票的好同事!!!舍不得我的team.....1年前就提醒boss 说我要离开，超想放空.....放空就会变的超blur blur的

每有多少个了解和我好很好的朋友感领教...主要离开我的office 千奇百怪的乌龙都会有....想要照顾好自己都困难....6年级拿着钱包去逛街走着走着就将钱包对丢掉...朋友没有骂我带我顺着路去找，还是有好心人，一位马来小孩等我走回来还了给我，当时也只有RM5钱而已...
23岁那次，将钱包放在车的挡风镜上，开了车出去结果以为那是Brochure 风吹了上来又吹走了,我还告诉我妹不要管它，是brochure 来的，结果害得我妈陪我走路去找，有是一位好心马来西人驾着motor在找失主...oh my god 马来人都有比华人还要好很多的人.......

在来一次shopping将IC 丢进plastic bag 内然后丢在垃圾堆里，妈在烧垃圾时发现我的人头....我又被骂了.......

原来我的生命中贵人真的很多.........太过放空就变成笨人，难怪我也飞，1个人到处走走....爸妈，甚至是我弟都不是很赞成，但他们还是尊重我的意愿.......以上只是一些基本的笨人故事....我的本人故事多的数不清......12-明年8月底会是怎样的笨人+旅人之行呢? 不管9月回来在做打算了......

但有一点就诚实善待自己和周围的人，就是很开心的事!!!Happy day yeah

Furniture Art

Erhmmm These photo were taken during my last china furniture exhibition show, This is interesting.

Bruce Lee & his galfriend ba....guess who is bruce lee galfriend.....
actually this is a furniture exhibition show but the furniture exhibitor always like to recruit those models show at their booth some even funny than the pic i was taken.

I had even seen the naked art painting, there are models without wearing clothes, naked of the upper part, after showing in front of their booth and they were being brought to walk around the whole exhibition center, i felt astonished that this was a furniture show not a art show........lot of china guys were busy to use their hp or camera to take the photo, the camera flash spread around .... they even walked around of my eyes side, i almost fainted, why i was trying to describe fainted, if you seen the naked art in the art center the feeling is nice and comfortable....i was confused where were i at the moment.....

Anything could happen around especially in china...Hope the organisation would stop the exhibitor to promote their furniture by using naked art which is totally out of the topic

Happpy Long Weekend

Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends.
First, i would like to thank for my junior who is willing to change my Sat working duty. it is a long weekend to stay at home without doing anything but hanging with my family.....it's always a great time to have...

This is my time to hang around in pontian, morning coffee chit chatting at the traditional coffee shop...a cup of black coffee with less sugar, 2 half-boiled eggs and 1 nasi lemak and this is my simple day.

Wishing all of you have a great holiday, great weekend no matter where you are.....

时间就像火箭 - 太快了

感觉上时间过得很快很快，终于回家了。
真的这次是我最后1次参与exhibition show,我将会很想很想我在china 的同事,和我关系很好的suppliers
这也可能是我最后1次每天都吃我爱的剁椒鱼头，也应该是我最后一次和我这么多的IM,designer col 一起have fun了，很伤心很伤感，不知道最后一天12月7号我会怎么度过......6年又8个月，这些日子可能忙多余闲，可能累多过休息，但这也应该是时候放下了，mimi 已经dip 毕业工作了...baobao也final yrs degree 了，我实现不了我读tourism 的梦想，感觉很遗憾，但baobao 也算是帮忙我完成我的梦想，我的工作我的责任也已经在多3个月就暂别一个段落了，休息时间应该会延长到明年9月回家，在回家之前一定也要到处走走，包括SEOUL Visit MIOK.....

在国外的日子，最令我想起家时就是MUM 煮的菜，无论到什么国家只要呆超过3天就会想起马来西亚的食物，想起和家人在一起的日子，我爱我的家人也很珍惜我要好的朋友，相信我不在的这段时间我应该会更坚强，我要好好的休息，好好的吸入更多更新鲜的空气，调节我的健康松懈我的精神，等我休息回来后或许又要工作更或许我嫁人去了，有老公有小孩，Hmm 可能就不在那么自由了，人身总是会宣告一个段落，但我还很前进，完成我其他更多的梦想，更希望有一天我能完成我想要钻研的心理学，以人分享我的钻研，协助更多有需要的人

人会会因为不断的前进给自己更多的力量， 人也会因为一直的退缩一直的逃避消耗所有的能量
只要是我们身边的人，大家就要互相给于力量，这样明天不是会更好吗？少了计较多了分享，生活也会更踏实...